Music

Everything Becomes Whole

Touch killing
Need feeling
Your hand so warm
I know you as the lure
And then it comes apart
Forever will we want

It’s in the death of yourself that
Everything becomes whole
It’s in the death of yourself that
Everything becomes whole

Unwilling to see out
The memory goes
I know your love
As the cure
I cannot let it go

It’s in the death of yourself that
Everything becomes whole
It’s in the death of yourself that
Everything becomes whole

Won’t you take me for a ride
Cause there’s no self
no self
no self control.

It’s in the death of yourself that
Everything becomes whole
It’s in the death of yourself that
Everything becomes whole

It’s in the death of yourself that
Everything becomes whole
It’s in the death of yourself that
Everything becomes whole


Hiding (Feat. Loudboy)

Written by LOUDBOY aka John Andrews

I am the silver

That shines in the river

A small lantern 
in a massive 

Concrete land

The sky turns gray
I'm down 
with nothing to say 
But that's the way
 it goes 
somedays

And you were shining

While i was hiding me 
from view of you

I am deceived

Are my thoughts 
tricking me?

A black stain on a colored portrait

With a fading hue

And I fall in green

Leaves of 
a fallen tree

I sit and sew the branches

Into my limbs again
And you were shining

While I was hiding me 
from view 

Of you

And you were loving

While I was fighting me 

From you 
from you
And you were shining

While I was hiding me

From view of you.
You

Say No More

Track #5 from "Near Infinite Possibility"
Song: Say No More
Sarah Fimm - Vocals, Piano
David Baron - Roland 100m
Earl Slick - Guitar
Danny Blume - Guitar
Sara Lee - Bass
Sterling Campbell - Drums

Tracked by: Paul Antonell
Mixed by: D. James Goodwin

Don't Let It Bring You Down

Don't Let It Bring You Down
Written by Neil Young 

Old man lying by the side of the road
With the lorries rolling by
Blue moon sinking from the weight of the load
And the buildings scrape the sky

Cold wind ripping down the alley at dawn
And the morning paper flies
Dead man lying by the side of the road
With the daylight in his eyes

Don't let it bring you down
It's only castles burning
Find someone who's turning
And you will come around

Blind man running through the light of the night
With an answer in his hand
Come on down to the river of sight
And you can really understand

Red lights flashing through the window in the rain
Can you hear the sirens moan?
White cane lying in a gutter in the lane
If you're walking home alone

Don't let it bring you down
It's only castles burning
Find someone who's turning
And you will come around

Don't let it bring you down
It's only castles burning
Just find someone who's turning
And you will come around

Don't let it bring you down
It's only castles burning
Just find someone who's turning
And you will come around
 

Sycamore Trees

Sycamore Trees
Written by: David Lynch (lyrics), Angelo Badalamenti (music)

I got idea man
You take me for a walk
Under the sycamore trees
The dark trees that blow baby
In the dark trees that blow

And I'll see you
And you'll see me
And I'll see you in the branches that blow
In the breeze,
I'll see you in the trees
Under the sycamore trees

Soul Let Swim

Soul let swim 
Resign yourself 
Exist to it 
Let fire swell  

There is no judgment waiting 
Only arms that reach in the night 
No sense anticipating 
Your secret eye  

You look out 
But you see in 
Come out somehow 
Soul let swim  

There is no judgment waiting 
Only arms that reach in the night 
No sense anticipating 
Your secret eye 
There is no judgment waiting 
Only arms that reach in the night 
No sense anticipating 
Your secret eye  

I prefer to 
Giving's not for getting back 
Or we spring into nothingness 
We must get back  

I prefer to hold the line 
Forgiving not forgetting you 
Never apart or cast in time 
Forgiving not forgetting you  
Do you see it?  

Soul let swim

Invisible Satellites

I am more than a shape that is spoken
More than I seem you’ve just never known it
I may be less than what you created
There is just no sense in concealing this

Everything is what you believe it is
Everything is what you believe 

How long have I been searching 
For these invisible satellites
How long have I been searching 
For these invisible satellites

Patterns I see burnt in the road ahead
Yielding signs of what has been stolen
You are still blood filling my ocean 
Everything is what you believe 

How long have I been searching 
For these invisible satellites
How long have I been searching 
For these invisible satellites

How long have I been searching 
For these invisible satellites
How long have I been searching 
For these invisible satellites

Closer

Black night won't stop me 
There's no trapping light 
No love no cry 
No such mercy  

You sip from a loaded gun 
You do not know what you've gotten into 
All will pass that seems to be 
As you run along the wire  

You look for reasons to hide 
You can't get closer 
There maybe something to life 
That we don't know yet  

The road is white 
I'm on it with you tonight 
No love no cry 
When the flood comes crashing in 
 
You sip from a loaded gun 
You do not know what you've gotten into 
All will pass that seems to be 
As you run along the wire  

You look for reasons to hide 
You can't get closer 
There maybe something to life 
That we don't know yet
    

Yellow

All the love inside of me turned yellow
The vision what I thought was real turned hollow
I’ve been looking at the wound and not the arrow

Don’t be so quick to trust your eyes
They have been petrified
All is white when terrified but what is unreal dies

Tight dead space 
From where we breathe goes narrow
Flow into the future that we don’t know
Walk along the path until tomorrow

Don’t be so quick to trust your eyes
They have been petrified
All is white when terrified 
But what is unreal dies

Sit upon your broken shelf 
And watch it fall away
Why does everybody go
Why won’t you stay?


Say No More (Full Track)

Flood the tones of home
I can feel your bones come through 
At last a kindred soul
I don’t have to be alone

Say no more
Sick with deep concern
And there’s just no grace
No face we know
Ebb and flow

On the silent road
There is much to listen to
The melody is full
So live with what you have in you

Say no more
Sick with deep concern
And there’s just no grace
No face we know
Ebb and flow

Why why why
Not rise to the dawn from the inside
If I could then why should I
Just because you’re back again

Say no more
Sick with deep concern
And there’s just no grace
No face we know
Ebb and flow

Terrified

Cold blue twilight
Clear wandering
This killing feeling kills
You’re too suspicious to let anyone in
While our dreams lie there still
After all I won’t regret it
I will not forget

We’re just too terrified 
To open up and look inside
What is this feeling you see in me
How am I supposed to care 
With shadows dancing everywhere
Burnt upon the faces of the ones 
I once believed

Go on slowly walk around the room
Feel things touch you
There’s no real safety to pacify you
And no sense waiting 

We’re just too terrified 
To open up and look inside
What is this feeling you see in me
How am I supposed to care 
With shadows dancing everywhere
Burnt upon the faces of the ones 
I once believed

I am of the mind
We have tunnel vision
I am of the mind
We know right from wrong
There is no time 
To leave each other unforgiven

We’re just too terrified 
To open up and look inside
What is this feeling you see in me
How am I supposed to care 
With shadows dancing everywhere
Burnt upon the faces of the ones 
I once believed

Disappear (Full Track)

Disappear love
Disappear friend
Disappear fear
Disappear us

I still hope the sun will come in
I still hope the sun will come in

Disappear trust
Can I know it enough
Do you hold it in your hand
The memory of us

I still hope the sun will come in
I still hope the sun will come in

Up From Dust

I am more than what you believe 
Some shadow you receive 
There's nothing dangerous here 

I'm not an echo ghost 
No one's holding you 
You're not bound by anything  

I lose myself to emotion 
I'm betrayed by the will of my desire  

Failing to reason 
Though it's more than a feeling 
Now I can see it 
Our way to freedom lies in love 
Up from dust  

I have touched a father's soul 
Laid my body in the road 
No I never meant to hurt a fly 
Cause moments go by 
And I don't know why 
The orange set sky rides high  

Yes I know the river will go on 
With or without me no harm done  

Failing to reason 
Though it's more than a feeling 
Now I can see it 
Our way to freedom lies in love 
Up from dust  

I will not be resigned to leaving 
I will not allow forgetting  
Failing to Reason 
Though it's more than a feeling 
Now I can see it 
Our way to freedom lies in love 
Up from dust

Sing

I am a temporary fixture
Your face falls through me that picture
The ordinary world can be so cruel 
But don’t ask why

Sing 
Let me begin
By telling you things
You know me
Just sing and a voice may come in
When all’s forgotten and lonely
Sing

Everyone has their needs and wants
Some desire that haunts the heart
The whole damn world of fools
Please listen closely close your eyes

Sing
Let me begin
By telling you things
You know me
Just sing and a voice may come in
When all’s forgotten and lonely

Pacify your eyes
By summoning disguises you used to
Laugh loud just to die
Now you abandon as you choose to

Sing
Let me begin
Make everything a story
Just sing
And a voice may come in
When all’s forgotten and lonely

Sing
Let me begin
Make everything a story
Just sing
And a voice may come in
not forgotten and lonely
Sing

Forgive Me

There sits a man that cries
He will not look
He will not look
If I give you my eyes would you see him
I gave you everything but you didn’t look
You didn’t look

Forgive me if I won’t wait
Forever takes so long when you’re in pain
And only in the leaving 
Do we feel the rain

I lent a hand to you but you bit it once
You bit it once
And I’ve been feeling it
But I want to trust
I want to trust
And every day goes by I think of you
I think of you

Forgive me if I won’t wait
Forever takes so long when you’re in pain
And only in the leaving 
Do we feel the rain

Everything Becomes Whole

Touch killing
Need feeling
Your hand so warm
I know you as the lure
And then it comes apart
Forever will we want

It’s in the death of yourself that
Everything becomes whole
It’s in the death of yourself that
Everything becomes whole

Unwilling to see out
The memory goes
I know your love as the cure
I cannot let it go

It’s in the death of yourself that
Everything becomes whole
It’s in the death of yourself that
Everything becomes whole

Won’t you take me for a ride
Cause there’s no self-control

It’s in the death of yourself that
Everything becomes whole
It’s in the death of yourself that
Everything becomes whole

Flames (Full Track)

The time has come
My light is gone
Will I receive again
This bitter song plays all night long
And pain my sweetest friend 
Hold me now like we will never die

The flame still burns
The seasons turn
I wonder is there an end
I know you’ve gone on for so long
Crashing out crashing in
Hold me now like we will never die

Oh how precious time can seem

The time has come 
My light is gone
Will I receive again
This bitter song plays all night long
I wonder is there an end
Hold me now like we will never die

Morning Time

Blue drops crawling
Tongue is hardened
Not a simple thing to look away
It’s just this feeling
We are the real thingy
And I won’t stop until you sway

What is this I see before my eyes
Your face in mine

Tear me apart if it makes you feel better
Born to die high birds of a feather
I know a piece of something wise
All comes apart but is always together
Silent not to slip away
It does no good to turn away
Come in close to the mirror’s eye
Reap the stark face of morning time

I have to believe
There is a reason
Something to being here still
When I get to hold you
And be proud of you
That brings me back to myself

What is this I see before my eyes
Your face in mine

Tear me apart if it makes you feel better
Born to die high birds of a feather
I know a piece of something wise
All comes apart but is always together
Silent not to slip away
It does no good to hide away
Come in close to the mirror’s eye
Reap the stark face of morning time

White washed webs of afterthoughts swim deep
Distilled in sorrow

Tear me apart if it makes you feel better
Born to die high birds of a feather
I know a piece of something wise
All comes apart but is always together
Silent not to slip away
It does no good to hide away
Come in close to the mirror’s eye
Reap the stark face of morning time

Vanishing

Here in the muck among the bees 
I fear I'm fearing you 
In the night we are perishing  
Fear is the cloud that hides in me 
I fear I'm losing you 
In the light we are perishing  

Open your eyes up 
Open up your eyes 
Open your eyes 
We're vanishing  

Fear of the cloud  
Of yellow leaves 
Of the indifference  

Near almost gone
And what a tease 
Oh god it's beautiful 
Our cup is emptying  

Open your eyes 
We're vanishing 
Open your eyes up 
We're vanishing 
Open your eyes 
We're vanishing 
Open your eyes 
We're vanishing
Open your eyes up

Fragile

 A walk in the dark 
This place where we are 
So fragile 
Alight in fear 
Fragile  

Everything seems lost  
It’s you reminding us 
That everything we are is fragile  
A flicker a spark 
Take over this heartless ocean 
There's water here 
Fragile  

Everything seems lost 
It's you reminding us 
That everything we are Is fragile 

Message

A point in time
Forgive now all you hold in
Warm cry glide
Lift yourself out proud rose
Firelike
Cause where you go is where you are
Blue eyes loud not old
And in this sacrifice
Under the weight of life
Oh how small all things can seem
Think of warm vanilla wings 
The ones I always wrapped you in
And just remember we are more than what we
Seem to be
Of waking dreams reminding
The mirror falls upon your feet once more	

Be Like Water (Remix by Neil Davenport)

Don’t chase ghosts
Don’t get too close
Don’t get caught
Don’t get spent
Don’t get bought
Don’t sell out
Don’t get bent
Don’t fuck your best friend
If everything is just the way it should be
Why am I still hungry?

Be Like Water

Don’t be shy
Don’t shut your eyes
Don’t get high
Expand your mind
Don’t keep in touch
Don’t touch yourself
Don’t ever wanna be somebody else
When everything is bad as it can be
Never be angry

Be Like Water
Must be the answer you want.

I’m not your slave
I’m not the one who burnt you out
Fucked you up and put you on
Broke you down 
Ask someone else
To be that someone
I can’t be that someone
Who can be like water

Why can’t I be the answer you want?

Scarlet Days

Left off in some sweet distance 
I have since lost your feet to trace
I wish to make the rain come 
To make your field glow light again  

Heavy summer scarlet days 
Heavy summer scarlet days 
A thousand petals down 
Are only a frame for these 
Heavy summer scarlet days  

Do you remember changing spaces? 
Staying up to kill our secrets 
Unwashed in some sweet filthy gaze 
And loving every moment 

Heavy summer scarlet days 
Heavy summer scarlet days 
A thousand petals down 
Are only a frame for these 
Heavy summer scarlet days  

So might another serpent 
Gone to tell us that which should not be 
Yet I find your face in pools of water 
Always sleeping there to remind me  

Heavy summer scarlet days 
Heavy summer scarlet days 
A thousand petals down 
Are only a frame for these 
Heavy summer scarlet 

Back to the Earth

Patience lost me 
In your dark eyes 
By my doorway 
We said goodbye  
How these moments tend to disappear 
Like fireflies 
When I'm in your gaze 
And stare 
You circle like a shark at night  
But if I'm as true  
As you are beautiful 
We fly like birds 
Break the barrier 
To the sea 
Back to the Earth 
We go back to the Earth

Give your life back 
This moment
Find your way back home

Evolution

Nothing seems to be what it was before 
That you'll always be left 
Wanting something more 
When everything that you thought you were 
Is gone 

Blue sky dawn 
Evolution comes 

Seek but you may never find the door 
The one you thought that you were looking for 
And the sound of silence pulls you to the floor  
Blue sky dawn Evolution comes  

So you think you have been broken by the fall 
You ask me if there's any hope at all 
Well we must look forward 
That is all I know 

To the blue sky dawn 
Evolution comes

Brighton

A single bird
Flies over me
We manifest
Unconsciously
Throwing stones
Back to the sea
All we seem to do is brighten
All we seem to do

The scent of old 
Wash over me
White words fall 
From winter trees
Throwing stones
Back to the sea
All we seem to do is brighten

I hear your voice 
Secretly
Whispers from  
Bumblebees
A ll we seem to do is brighten
You brighten me
All we seem to do is brighten

Tamara Song (Alt. Mix)

My sapphire stone 
You lie above 
I'm wandering 
In sunlight Love 
We're fireflies 
We're not alone  

If we should come to rest 
In the palm of heaven's hand 
Then may we know the land we travel on 
If we should come to rest 
In the palm of heaven's hand 
And out of many there return to one

Your fragile soul Is tired enough 
So sleep in glow
The journey long

If we should come to rest  
In the palm of heaven's hand 
Then may we know the sand we lie upon 
If we should come to rest 
In the palm of heaven's hand 
And out of many there return to one

If we should come to rest 
In the palm of heaven's hand 
Then may we know the sand we lie upon 
If we should come to rest 
In the palm of heaven's hand 
And out of many there return to one 

Crumbs and Broken Shells (Alt. Mix)

All the colors fade in time 
It's all gone black and white 
Oh no 
It's like the buildings are alive 
And we are stuck inside their walls  

Words won't Lend any comfort now 
But I won't let you dwell 
In crumbs and broken shells  
Light my sympathetic eyes 
To make me realize  

On this bridge we walk along 
But we are not alone No no no 
It's like the holy wars of time 
Violently alive but always calling  

Words won't lend any comfort now 
Cause you cannot climb out 
Of crumbs and broken shells 
Light my sympathetic eyes 
To make me realize 
You are beautiful inside  

Years of separating pain 
Just to save yourself 
The shame of trying 
It's like the circle is complete 
But we are left repeating in the quiet  

But I'll hold the ladder down 
And I won't let you drown 
In crumbs and broken shells 
Light my sympathetic eyes 
To make you realize  

Lend any comfort now 
Cause I won't let you drown 
In crumbs and broken shells 
I can show you where to start 
Send shock waves through your heart  
So light my sympathetic eyes 
You make me realize I that I 
Am beautiful Inside 

Be Like Water (DB Alt. Mix)

Don’t chase ghosts
Don’t get too close
Don’t get caught
Don’t get spent
Don’t get bought
Don’t sell out
Don’t get bent
Don’t fuck your best friend
If everything is just the way it should be
Why am I still hungry?

Be Like Water

Don’t be shy
Don’t shut your eyes
Don’t get high
Expand your mind
Don’t keep in touch
Don’t touch yourself
Don’t ever wanna be somebody else
When everything is bad as it can be
Never be angry

Be Like Water
Must be the answer you want.

I’m not your slave
I’m not the one who burnt you out
Fucked you up and put you on
Broke you down 
Ask someone else
To be that someone
I can’t be that someone
Who can be like water

Why can’t I be the answer you want?

Evolution (Alt. Mix)

Nothing seems to be 
What it was before 
That you'll always be left 
Wanting something more 
When everything that you 
Thought you were is gone  
Blue sky dawn 
Evolution comes  

Seek but you may never find the door 
The one you thought that you were looking for 
And the sound of silence pulls you to the floor  

Blue sky dawn 
Evolution comes  

So you think you have been broken by the fall 
You ask me if there's any hope at all 
Well we must look forward 
That is all I know 

To the blue sky dawn 
Evolution comes

So Much (Instrumental)

So Much Love

Be Like Water (Acoustic Version)

Don’t chase ghosts
Don’t get too close
Don’t get caught
Don’t get spent
Don’t get bought
Don’t sell out
Don’t get bent
Don’t fuck your best friend
If everything is just the way it should be
Why am I still hungry?

Be Like Water

Don’t be shy
Don’t shut your eyes
Don’t get high
Expand your mind
Don’t keep in touch
Don’t touch yourself
Don’t ever wanna be somebody else
When everything is bad as it can be
Never be angry

Be Like Water
Must be the answer you want.

I’m not your slave
I’m not the one who burnt you out
Fucked you up and put you on
Broke you down 
Ask someone else
To be that someone
I can’t be that someone
Who can be like water

Why can’t I be the answer you want?

Horizon

All’s externally cold
Graciously following
Have I lost control?
Who did I used to be?

I’m a better soul
Than I used to be
I’m a better soul

All is glitter not gold
And I am not anything
When all lays still
Belies the sting

I’m a better soul
Than I used to be
I’m a better soul (know what you’ve received)
Than I used to be (know what you’re giving)

Who we are
Who we love
What we want to stay close to
If we learn what we are not
The very thing we try to hold onto

Forgive a lie
What is for sure
Only blind eyes know not what they’re looking for
They’ll be another time for me and you

Red Yellow Sun

Such is the cage that has been offered
Don’t hide your face away in melted corners
Shivering early now and often
I am the bird that beats inside the coffin

No cloud obscures this red yellow sun
And I lie alone quietly awake

I will never leave you in this hollow
But I am the bird whose wings you like to borrow
Little did I know you were the silence

No cloud obscures
This red yellow sun
And I lie
And I lie

No greater god
No greater tether
Our hell and our heaven
Always be together

No cloud obscures this red yellow sun
When love and love become One.

Maryjane

Maryjane blinks her eyes
Quiet she withers at night
Haunted by what she believes
Maryjane catches tears
From the visions she hears
Loud as the love in her eye
Yeah, you asked her to stay
You said live for today
Then we will see

You’re not
You’re not alone
Baby please come come
Come on back home
Darling we are more than stones to throw
Where did you go
Where did you go
Where did you go
Maryjane

Maryjane is alright
Though she looks to the side
Avoiding the faces she sees
Still that black crow cries
Just a voice in the night
Maybe that’s what you were hearing

You’re not
You’re not alone
Baby please come come
Come on back home
Darling we are more than stones to throw
Where did you go
Where did you go
Where did you go
Maryjane

Maryjane catches tears from 
the visions she hears
Loud as the love in her eye
Maryjane disappeared after several years
Nobody knew

You’re not
You’re not alone
Baby please come come
Come on back home
Darling we are more than stones to throw
Where did you go
Where did you go
Where did you go
Maryjane

Crumbs and Broken Shells

All the colors fade in time
It’s all gone black and white, oh no
It’s like the buildings are alive
And we are stuck inside their walls

Words won’t
Lend any comfort now
But I won’t let you dwell
In crumbs and broken shells
Light my sympathetic eyes
To make you realize

On this bridge we walk along
But we are not alone
No no no
It’s like the holy wars of time
Violently alive but always calling

Words won’t lend any comfort now
Cause you cannot climb out
Of crumbs and broken shells
Light my sympathetic eyes
To make me realize
You are beautiful inside.

Years of separating pain
Just to save yourself
The shame of trying
It’s like the circle is complete
But we are left repeating in the quiet

I’ll hold the ladder down
And I won’t let you drown
In crumbs and broken shells
Light my sympathetic eyes
To make you realize

Lend any comfort now
Cause I won’t let you dwell
In crumbs and broken shells
I can show you where to start
Send shock waves through your heart

So light my sympathetic eyes
You make me realize
I am beautiful Inside

Violet

I have seen the devil in his swing
Laughing at me from behind the wall
I hear footsteps by the door
But I can’t answer
All is not in vain

And I once had a dream
That we were paid in dust and miracles

All is full of trust
And all is waking up
Seek not to self-destruct
We can be more than what we are
If we choose to

Laughing are the faces that I see
There’s more than what was once behind me
If I can cherish my belief that we are made of
More than what we know
All is not in vain

Then the devil grew his wings
This angel came and said to him
All things come that only fade away
Yet all is possible

All is full of trust
And all is waking up
Seek not to self-destruct
We can be more than what we are
If we choose to

Guardian

Half soul
I am waiting for
Your arrival when the wind blows in
Will I have the courage to let silence be
To feel anything

About this place we’re in
It isn’t Eden
There are times in life
When we just crumble
When fire leaves her singe
It is the real thing
Tattered daydreams graze
The unreal scenes that fill my days

Half Soul
I’ve been learning more
Our survival can be a trying thing
Will I have the courage to let silence be
To feel anything

About this place we’re in
It isn’t Eden
There are times in life
When we just crumble
When fire leaves her singe
It is the real thing
Tattered daydreams graze
The unreal scenes that fill my days

Will I have the courage to let silence be
To feel anything

On the street today
I saw happy faces playing
Behind black iron bars in spring

Are you hearing me
Is my voice carrying
I’m your guardian
Will you be the purpose that
Will lift me out and pull me back
I’m your guardian

And in the shatter light
I talk to you tonight
Because I cannot sleep again
There’s still much life to live
And we will take in all of it
I still have so much left for you

Where there once was a fight
Peace will sweetly blow
And in your face my life will be told

To be Alive

Come undo me gently
For I am sure to rust
Don’t you cry
And don’t you worry
Cause all that’s been is done

If you should find
That the cost of your freedom
Has climbed way too high
And you’d pay for a reason
To be alive

Flat spin on re-entry
Dizzy glazed unfixed
I can’t take the horn of plenty
The eagle bangs his wing

If you should find that the cost of your freedom
Has climbed way too high
And you’d pay for a reason
To be alive

If you should find
That the cost of your freedom
Has climbed way too high
And you’d pay for a reason
To be alive

If you should find
that the cost of your wisdom
seems to deny everything that you wished for
Still you’re alive

How does it feel

If the road less travelled
Doesn’t lead me back to spring
I just have one thing
I’m dying
To let you know

How does it feel
To know you are
I can feel it in the trust
You’re the only one

Well isn’t it always something
To be allowed in grace
To live in what you do
Not what you say

How does it feel
To know you are
I can feel it in the trust
You’re the only one

I should say thank you

How does it feel
To know who you are
You’re the only one

Only the Sum of

All the voices quiet
They don’t see me
Things feel kind of quiet
When we’re empty

Not everything is something to hide
Just stay alive

Too much confusion is happening
Too much illusion to purify

Blink you shall see
Not in need
Things change clean
We are just a paradigm
Not everything is something to hide

Not everything is something to hide
Just stay alive

Real things deceive
Twisting seeds over me
Watching faces in the night
Lean close to body to steal the light

Not everything is something to hide
Just stay alive

Levi

Show me around your faded cup
Is it filled with more than dust
I used to be
Filled up like that
I may have forgotten
In the sacred haze
In the passing of our days

No one can take what you give me
No one can stop the sun from burning
No one can take what you give me
Levi

Flowing back down then rising up
This is the way we seem to be
Cold is the dream
That swallows us
Stillborn to being
And like the flame
We didn’t ask

No one can take what you give me
No one can stop the sun from burning
No one can take what you give me
Levi

Burning

A narrow sun
Is driven down
Your eyes have gone
I’m still in cloud

It goes beyond the flesh and blood
No hand can touch
The others

In dreaming
I see you
And you’re not shaking
Like you used to

In dreaming
I see you
And you’re not shaking
Like you used to

A narrow sun
Is driven down
Your eyes have gone
And I’m still proud

Counting Waves

Why do you fear change
You're folding in trust
And I'm trying to help you see
Your eyes so fixed and hollow only serve to 
paralyze this dream

Go on carry on
I'll be counting waves
Go on carry on
I'll be counting waves

When you go near to the edge
You'll see the waters rise
The tide under this moonlit sky
Will pull you out
And take you into

Why do you feel shame
Isn't this love
Cause I'm trying to help you see
Can you not seek to follow
Can you not seek to know
The space between

Go on carry on
I'll be counting waves
Fear not to last
This too shall pass
Love your days

When you go near to the edge
You'll see the waters rise
The tide under this moonlit sky
Will pull you out
And take you into

Why do we fear change
when everything's locked
And we're trying to find the key
Today is just a shadow 
Of what tomorrow could be

Go on carry on
Be strong 
Counting waves
Fear not to last
This to shall pass
Love your days

When you go near to the edge
You'll see the waters rise
The tide under this moonlit sky
Will pull you out
And take you into

Let It Run

Visions of loveliness
Visions of open hands
We're criss cross black dots
Hiding in the tree tops
Friend

Everybody looking with the same expression
Everybody looking with the same expression

Are you true
Is it pure
Are you sure that you're there
loved or gone
Crick Crack 
just open the doors to the flood
Let it run wild
Let it run

So left choking on the beauty of a waking dream
Calling on the sky
Just to look less lonely

Everybody looking with the same expression
Everybody looking with the same expression

Are you true
Is it pure
Are you sure that you're there
loved or gone
Crick Crack 
Just open the doors to the flood
Let it run wild
Let it run

Everybody's busy looking down at the pavement
Seeing what I see

Are you true
Is it pure
Are you sure that you're there
loved or gone
Crick Crack 
Just open the doors to the flood
Let it run wild
Let it run

Tamara Song

My sapphire stone
You lie above
I'm wandering in sunlight Love
We're fireflies 
We're not alone

If we should come to rest
In the palm of heaven's hand
Then may we know the sand we lie upon
If we should come to rest
In the palm of heaven's hand
And out of many there
Return to one

Your fragile soul
Is tired enough
So move on slow
We never stop
Your crypt of light
Yet to be known

If we should come to rest 
In the palm of heaven's hand
Then may we know the sand we lie upon
If we should come to rest
In the palm of heaven's hand
And out of many there
Return to one

When all is hurt
Be fit to fall
As rain on Earth

When all is hurt
Be fit to fall
As rain on Earth
Home will call

If we should come to rest
In the palm of heaven's hand
Then may we know the sand we lie upon
If we should come to rest
In the palm of heaven's hand
And out of many there
Return to one

Afraid

I'd like to hold you close
Make you feel safe
Not so afraid of yourself
If we have to part so it shall be
I'd like to help you suffer less
Not be so locked up in your thoughts
Afraid of love and all under the sun

I'll hide out in your space
Emptiness on my face
I'll be keeping you safe 
When you're cold and alone
Until you come out and play

I'd like to know you more
Tell you you're fine
Even though you're not
When you worry so much 
It makes me want to cry
Fragile like the leaves come fall
Red yellow gold
I love them all
I guess it's just the way we love

I'll hide out in your space
Emptiness on my face
I'll be keeping you safe 
When you're cold and alone
Until you come out and play

Here I am I don't wanna come out
Null to the bone I don't wanna come out
I've been dead and I wanna come out
Call my name cause I wanna come out
Here I am and I wanna come out
Null to the bone I don't wanna come out
I've been dead and I wanna come out
Call my name cause I wanna come out

I'll hide out in your space
Emptiness on my face
I'll be keeping you safe 
When you're cold and alone
Until you come out and play

Fly

Carry on
Do as you will do
What's it gonna take
These mirrors always breaking down
Resounding in the sound

Moving on
An easy thing to do
Glide as you would sail
The water never fails us
How
In swollen beating eyes
We're white lace strings of time
Best let the feather fly

Carry on
Do as you will do
Dance like you're a child
And never bring the level down
Find beauty bring it out
From blind and fading eyes
Best let the feather fly

White Birds

Make your garden grow
White bird
Dream out loud doe
While we send her out to you
Cold is the wind on your blue wing
In bits of broken things
We don't stand a chance
We're white birds

When you come I'll crawl
To your perch
When you come I'll crawl 
To your perch

It's a lovely thing
How we found a pearl
Through wind worn hell swells
Cracked shells melt
As we find our world

When you come I’ll crawl
To your perch
When you come I'll crawl
To your perch

When you come I'll crawl
To your perch
When you come I'll crawl
To your perch

Sending Love To You

Velocity

Into another day 
Dull from consistency 
I can see only one thing 
I am losing velocity 
The whole world's gone mad 
My head sounds just like that 

Like a tree left without its leaves 
On another dirty city street 
As the earth moves slowly under my feet
I am losing velocity 

We've forgotten what we had to be
It was so important then 
Now they're numb to you and you to me 
We found the flower 
But cannot find the stem

The curve is too controlled 
The water's getting colder 
Where do we have to go 
Must I patiently atrophy 
As I watch you watching me
We are losing velocity 

I don't care for your complacency 
It all remains to be seen 
I can't guarantee anything 
But I do feel the mystery 

And I know it was meant to be 
But how do I know I'm still alive
Cause I'm losing velocity 
If we stop moving 
How do we survive

Mercury

Mercury 
I see visions of galaxies 
Where you are is where I'll be someday

And you puzzle me 
Am I made of you 
Are you made of me
Cause I'm so confused 
Mercury

How you gaze into me
With your vast display of constancy 
You enchant me Mercury 

I have found something in your eyes 
That you have found in mine Mercury 
We don't have time Mercury

Everyone has their day 
But I pray 
Our worlds collide 
And form strength tonight 

Mercury 
I see visions of galaxies 
Where you are is where I'll be someday 
Just another piece of history 
From far away

Story of Us

Listen up 
You don't want to hear this 
Ignore me if you must 
But I’m trying to tell you something 
About the story of us 
Another one born 
Another one dies
What's the cost of one man's life 

As our differences divide us 
Must I listen here in silence 
To what is becoming what never was 
It's the story of us 

No one knows who started the war 
No one knows what we've been fighting for 
Watch our history unravel thread by thread 
Watch us all go down in the end 
What will become of what never was 
It's the story of us 

Six degrees is all it takes 

Buildings and bridges 
Connect all the dots 
What's the cost of one man's life
Watch the mystery unravel thread by thread 
Watch it all go down in the end 
What will become of what never was 
It's the story of us 

Water and power 
Power and land 
What's the cost of one man's life 
I'll bury it inside my capsule 
And open it in fifty years 
Maybe then there will be some answers there 
As to what has become what never was 
The story of us

Six degrees is all it takes 
Six degrees is all

Strange

The sun has set 
The ground is cold and wet 
And I still haven't left 
And time she let us rest 
For long enough 
But we're growing up 
Things are different 
You used to listen 

Isn't it strange 
How can we go on like this
Flies in the dark 
Looking for a spark 
But something's gotta give 
‘Cause if it won't change 
How can we go on like this 
How can I live

It's just a dream 
It's just a silhouette 
That hasn't happened yet 
But the Earth is moving fast 
And if I'm gone before the dawn 
Take all that there was 
And make it live 

Isn't it strange 
How can we go on like this
Flies in the dark 
Looking for a spark 
But something's gotta give 
‘Cause if it won't change 
How can we go on like this 
How can I live 

‘Cause it's just another moment 
I could've played the game 
I could've done without this 
But I didn't 
And why can't I acknowledge 
The more things change 
The more they stay the same

Isn't it strange 
How can we go on like this 
Flies in the dark 
Looking for a spark 
But something's gotta give 
‘Cause if I won't change 
How can it go on like this 
How can I live

Nexus

The outside opens 
Behind the ground 
I'm coming down through the nexus

And I see flurries 
Of energy 
And I see visions of Damascus 
Of our last kiss 

I'm coming down through the nexus 
I thought I'd buried the hatchet 
Between the moons of aria 
Then I became your reaction to us 
And I couldn't give it up 

Let’s suppose you were 
Just the answer for 
What I was looking for 
What I had lost before 
What I've been searching for all this time
Just in case the world rejects us
I'm coming down through the nexus

Sky Is Falling Down

Dark isolation binds us
We're all twisted up in clouds 
Hellbound 
The sky is falling down 

The beast inside of all of us 
Is dying to get out 
To stealthily kill 
And live within the trust that we give it 

There's the beast inside of all of us 
Let it be let out now 
Let it roam free among us 
The sky is falling down

Can we stop 
Just for a moment 
Look at the ocean 
Don't look up
The sky is falling down

If we are blessed to witness it again 
For the betterment of man 
All we can do is cherish the sound 
The sky is falling down

Be What You Wanna Be

I've walked along the edge 
I've seen my death 
It came before my eyes 
Blinded by the light 
I realized 
Too long I've been without 
The feeling of alive 
Lost inside the fog 

I've been lost inside my mind 
I forgot that I am free
I can be what I want to be

Live
Find the means
Be what you want to be 
You can exist 
Find your reality 
Be what you wanna be 

Dancing on the shards 
I found pain 
I found the feeling of awake 
Isn't it serene
How we can behave
Our paisley brains 
Numb inside the daze 

Can't we be 
Can't you be
Be what you want to be 
You can live 
Find your reality 
Be what you wanna be 



Powered by illusions all around 
I have made the choice 
To find my voice 
and let it ring throughout the cave 
And end this happiness in slavery 
I won't go down that way

I will be
I can be 
Be what I wanna be
I can exist 
Within this reality 
And be what I want to be

Paradise

All that I wanted today was to be let out 
And I'm so tired of these cages 
I'd like to burn them all down 

Why can't you separate your mind 
Why can't you separate your mind 
We could call this paradise 
You can call it what you want 

And I'm feeling all these pains 
Inside my head that I could do without 
And they are messing up my guidance system 
Blocking out the signal route 

Why can't we separate our minds 
Why can't we separate our minds
We could call this paradise 
We can call it what we want 
Paradise

It should be in then out
Not the other way around 
I found god 
It isn't what you thought it was 
It's just as empty as the cause 

You can call it what you want 
But if we separate our minds 
Separate our minds 
We could call this paradise 
If we can separate our minds 
Then we can separate these lines 
Separate our minds 
We could call this paradise

Walk Away

Take your feet and walk away
You're no longer welcome 
Some little voice inside of me 
Said take your feet and walk away

Count to ten
Take it slow 
It's as though it's no one's fault at all 
Don't turn around 
If you do there will be hell to pay 
Just walk away 

Walk away
How did I hurt you
Let me make it all ok 
Before we part and we believe 
That this was all there was to say

Will you be guest
Make the change
It's as though it's no one's fault at all 
Put on your walking shoes 
See you the next time you pass through 
The next time I will have to ask you to
Walk away 

And I never said this would be easy 
I can hardly stand 
We just keep spinning around 
Spinning around it 

I wish you well 
You can take your bow
I'll take what's left of me now
And walk away

December

You are the one 
Who must go on 
Go and tell them 
There could've been something better
I don't have the answer 

Beyond the wind 
There lies a star 
It's waiting for a world to start 
No one can remember 
We may not see December 

Are we enough 
To end the sun
Like my vision 
Ending in our self-destruction 
Shattering our selfish prison 

What can we do
History has taken over 
The same mistake a million times 
We're buried in the dark forever 
We may not see December 

There's blood beside the river
There's murder in the minds of all of us 
The sign has been delivered 
There is no trust above 
Only darkness in the things we love. 

What can we do
Now we have to start all over 
The same mistake 
A million times 
And all the signs are moving so much closer 
No one wants to live forever 
We may not see December

Orchids

We're flowers 
You and I
We share a light
I need you
We're orchids

But I long to love you like flowers do 
Just to feel your sweet perfume 
I want you
We're orchids

Will we never get to be
Will I ever get to be
Will I ever get to feel you in me

The seeds lie unaltered 
But on some planet on some other moon
We bloom still
I love you
We're orchids

Great Wide Open

I often dream of the ocean 
Misty with salty perfume 
As I take to the sea 
The night goes with me 
By the light of a crystalline moon 

Into the great wide open 
All of the stars become her 
Into the great wide open space we go

Out here I seek understanding 
Just a place for myself in the whole 
We have lost all control 
A warm west wind blows 
Let us go to explore the unknown

Into the great wide open 
All of the stars become her 
Into the great wide open space we go 

And I think I have found just the answer 
But can you let it unfold
When you can't live up to 
The highest plateau 
You can come with me 
We can go 

Into the great wide open 
All of the stars become us 
Into the great wide open space we go

Into the great wide open 
All of the stars become us 
Into the great wide open space we go
Let's go

Be Like Water

Don’t chase ghosts
Don’t get too close
Don’t get caught
Don’t get spent
Don’t get bought
Don’t sell out
Don’t get bent
Don’t fuck your best friend
If everything is just the way it should be
Why am I still hungry

Be Like Water

Don’t be shy
Don’t shut your eyes
Don’t get high
Expand your mind
Don’t keep in touch
Don’t touch yourself
Don’t ever wanna be somebody else
When everything is bad as it can be
Never be angry

Be Like Water
Must be the answer you want

I’m not your slave
I’m not the one who burnt you out
Fucked you up and put you on
Broke you down 
Ask someone else
To be that someone
I can’t be that someone
Who can be like water

Why can’t I be the answer you want

Wrong Side Up

Wrong side up
How I like to be
In my comfortable highchair of agony
And from here things are looking pretty fucked up
Wrong side up

Buried in here somewhere is the reason
Maybe I don’t care enough to find it
Just to appease you would be wrong
Just to write another song
Forgive this hole that is my 
heart that’s had enough 
Wrong side up

If you were not would I still be

Now inside the ground a victim of this age
A little bit of nothing goes a long way
Maybe I’ll find what’s right 
Now that I’m wrong side up

Virus

Everyday she wallows in her dream
Pacing back and forth with nothing in between
The devastated girl has given up
The boy has fallen to the fate of luck
But tells her with a slight smile
It’s just a virus
She laid on him
And I can’t touch it
It’s buried in
And it’s all for nothing
This web of you
Is just a cycle of abuse
Since you said it’s fine I might believe
Dirty girls are easy to deceive
A penny for your thoughts 
Or just to take your clothes off
I’d rather dull the pain
Than stand out in the rain
To catch the virus
That seems to be
The undercurrent of my insanity
The lowest layer that has been fused
Beneath my cycle of abuse
It’s just a virus
He says to me
It’s not quite the prison you make it out to be
Too bad you’re dying too bad but true
As is this cycle of you

Alien Boys

The alien boys are here today
Clicking their heels behind me
Chatter boy toys
They couldn’t find me
I’m floating above

I wanted to show you 
The milk of the moon
You couldn’t get past my name
If there is life in this room 
I invite it to leave 
Never come back again

They come from the dark
They hide right behind the sun
In beams of the dead they travel
They travel too far

To tear me up
To break me down
To put me into the lion’s mouth

To tear me up
You broke me down
You put me into the lion’s mouth
And I want you to know

You tore me up
You broke me down
Alien boy

Smoke

Everything that I love turns to smoke 
It billows out from nothing
Laughing at my cries
Holding the charred remains 
of the last dirty joke
As if they know how it died

Everyone I that I’ve loved
has turned to smoke
They come in single file
and exit two by two
As if they knew what was to come
That I’m happier in the rain than the sun

And now every day that has come has turned to smoke
Still I hesitate to ask the great above what I have done

As it crashes through my system
Creation laughs at one
With nothing but
All there ever was

Spit Trap Ghetto

Crazy getting silly with a fat old man
and his alligator hands so cold
Rubbin me down with a toothless frown
Says he’d give twenty dollars to shoot his load

Schizophrenic Simon with his crack jaw hacksaw 
Dirty Motherfucker look
Everybody wants some 
Blood from babies
Street cracked daisies 
Get ‘em at the dollar store

Gia is forever 
All paper clipped together 
With her Christ magazines 
and smoke stained teeth
Totally high
Ready to die
Revved up and ready to fly

Lioness

I’d like to get to know you
Let’s take off our clothes
And get close
There 

And how about I circle you
Like a lioness
Licking her paws
Use your hands
Discover me

One kiss could lead us to bliss

Oh I love it when you go down 
And I get wet
And fall apart
You inspire me

One kiss could lead us to bliss

In the Red

I’m kind of in a watercolor wasteland
The place you go to bow and pay the toll
A never-ending system of abrasions
Only there to control

The way you suck me up into a nightmare
The dirty way you cut me with a smile
I hate to admit how I love when you give it to me

In the red
Crying out
At the edge 
Looking down

Every single minute takes an hour
When you’re in the power of the beast
There’s hate breeding hatred inside of my head
And there’s not that much left to be said

In the red
Crying out
At the edge
Looking down

When you’ve fallen below all the shit
you’ve been fed
And you feel like you’re gonna go mad
Then you know you have come out
alive more than dead

A Perfect Dream

Halfway gone
Can’t find the path
You’ve fallen off
There’s this place in me for you
Elements of me
I see in twos
Me looking back at you
And there’s this place in me
To light this perfect dream
I hear the reverie
Please don’t apologize
You’ll be immortalized
In the weight of this melody
In the daze of my perfect dream
My perfect dream

Shadows and Dust

And the ants go marching on
Through the hills they sing their song
For the good of the world they carry on

But when the winter comes my darlings 
where will you go
I built a little shelter for your hearts 
in my backyard

Man kills man
Man kills god
Man kills everything that he can get his hands on

Governments are planning their next bombing masquerade
Who will do it first and when they do who will get paid

Man kills man
Man kills god
Man kills everything that he can get his hands on

Perhaps a single word before 
the sun begins to rust
Are we just shadows and dust

Salvia Path

Everyone is moving
Everyone is floating around
Into with confusion
Never to be found out again

Once I found the reason
But lost it in a place I cant find
To a world that I don’t like

And I’m quick to assume but never to ask
Will we ever go back to Salvia Path

And it’s cold where the living don’t go
And everyone is moving
But everyone is safe in the ground
And the scene is a perfect photograph
But we cannot go back to salvia path

Scream

What can you do
when the poison in your veins starts to rot Pounding doors They are whores when yourself is all you've got But I still see the green Yes I still see that green And it makes me want to scream So a break in command starts causing flies But a flowing backward motion brings it back This thing in my perception has left us here to bleed And it makes me want to scream You can snort your way into heaven I'll assign the rooms You just count your sheep A little fairy pricked just tonight She said, "one wish is granted for the girl who hates the world So I gave her all my money in a jar of broken dreams I gave her all my screams So rest assured you little pigs All little piggies go to heaven I'll mobilize the souls You just count your sheep Is anyone here listening Human or undead Is anger just our nourishment Our piece of daily bread ‘Cause it's all a part of feeling of ripping out your weeds And it makes me want to scream

Sexual Animals

Please come in the back door
Close it behind you 
I won't ever tell them you're here 
Me I like the trapdoors 
The keeping of a secret 
Your affinity for deepness pulls me down 
Sexual animals
Come inside of me 
Just enough to hurt this body 
I know that you know how 
Come inside of me 
You know it's exactly what I need 
So careful where you're touching
I'm not ready yet 
What is there to catch you if the safety net has ripped 
Wide-eyed you look me over
Unbuttoning my skin 
I take a deep breath in 
Sexual animals 
Crawl inside of me 
Just enough to hurt this body
I know that you know how
Come inside of me 
You know it's exactly what I need
Your entourage is waiting by the car 
While I sit here bonding with some brand new scars 
Let’s kiss goodbye
Close your eyes
Sleep he said 
You're already dead 
Sexual Animals 
Come inside of me just enough to hurt this body 
I know that you know how
Come inside 
Come Inside

After The Blue

The sky she asks for rain
Clouds they start to blend to one
Words they seem to move the sun
So often we are buried by the truth
We sit here far removed
I wonder what will be after the blue
A patient girl she waits 
As violets start to cringe again 
The hollow moon she starts to bend 
And fractured pieces of her distant youth
Fly above to soothe 
A heart that's seen the sky
After the blue 
How we like to tread on stars 
Treating them like stones 
Pretending they are sisters 
So we do not have to feel alone 
Seduced by friends of compromise 
I fight to find my nourishment 
Until I do I'm not content
For now I wear my sorrow very true
This life is ending soon
For now I'm settled here 
But once I'm gone 
I'll come look beyond for you
After the blue

Valhalla

Valhalla's where I'm waiting
I watch with loving eyes from far away 
It's where I need you
In my lullabies of sorrow you remain 
Valhalla's where you're coming
‘Cause here this burning madness had to die 
My heart screams come to me
But here I can say nothing but goodbye 
If you're just another soldier then battle elsewhere please
But if not tear me from this earth and take me to your seas 
Cause it's difficult to feel now 
And I ache in every bone 
A twisted fate has left us both alone 
Valhalla's where I'm waiting
My devil and my angels too
For they are joined and show themselves through you 
You lie beneath my skin now
You wear this piece of metal close 
Just as close as I could ever come to touch you there
If you are just a soldier then battle elsewhere please 
But if not tear me from this earth
And take me to your seas 
Cause it’s difficult to breathe now
Can't you hear it in my tone 
The life in me has hardened into stone 
Until we reach Valhalla where I'll be your dear Persephone 
Look to shallow heavens and that's where I'll be 
Here I tempt the gallows
‘Cause there this love would be an art 
In Valhalla
I'll be waiting for your heart

Circus Type Thing

Full of this stuff
Just waiting for the sign
Watching the years 
I am watching the flowers die
The spider within holding on by string
Still I'm all alone hearing this circus type thing
Ask what I think
And I'll tell you I think that it's frightening
All of these places to dance and yet we are still
A weightless improbable force has come to enlighten
But why should we listen if there's nothing in it to kill 
Often I'm hearing these questions my friend
You're never quite hearing the sounds 
But thanks for the voices
These sweet little voices
They follow me all the way down
It seems that we dream hard 
For peaches and cream and their sweetness
If we are what we eat 
Then why are we not sweet ourselves 
And where's this Arcadian gateway 
Once loved by Pandora 
Did she bring our demise or be true to the nature of self
Often I'm seeing my goat-footed friend 
And often I see him in you 
Disguised as a song he campaigns for the end
A few were reserved for the truth
Yeah a few were reserved for the truth
Finding no comforting words from the priest
I've found that each season can sing
If she'd survived beyond winter 
She might've seen the spring
To see that we all make this circus type thing

Bombay Café

I remember our day at the Bombay Café 
When I found out love ain't enough
The old man at the bar tossing dreams into jars said 
Girl he ain't gonna show up
And I stood there a mess and uncertain, 
Till he walked through the whites of the curtain
I said I knew you would come
He said I can't love anyone 
Everything I am and everything I do 
Just pulls me back to you
I remember that day at the Bombay Café 
My hair getting soaked by the rain
And your hand held my own 
Till that river of stone tore us apart at the veins
But we fought it you know 
Like the wind fights the snow
That’s how everything goes
I remember our day at the Bombay Café 
Most other things I can't recall
And I can't recall just how I got here today
Standing right over your grave 
He said I knew you would come
I said I can't love anyone
I remember that day at the Bombay Café 
And there can't be another one
No there can’t be another one

Running From The Whole

Mr. Cripple man do you still feel your hands
The light you never fill
She's waiting by the door
While atoms play around
You sit here to obstruct
I never thought to think 
That what goes down does not come up
Hostage on the gravity train
Just when we move forward we fall back again
The sharpness of his nail
It hammers down the fold
And in all this time
We're just running from the whole
Enter woman girl
Enter to your left stage right
The chaos it ensues beneath the coating of your skin
Her boa it constricts 
Spotlight on a barren soul
She needn't ask the stars just what it's like to feel star cold
Hostage on the gravity train
Just when we move forward we fall back again 
The sharpness of his nail it hammers down the fold
And in all this time we're just running from the whole
And when I leave again
I'll cycle through this atmosphere
Past a marching bands of souls
They’ll scrape me with their human eyes
A taste of bitter earth 
I'll just bring with me a dollar's worth 
My face burns from the wind
And it's time to shed my second skin
We're hostage on this gravity train 
Just when we move forward we fall back again 
The sharpness of his nail
It hammers down the fold 
In all this time we're just running from the whole

Red Paper Bag

So a red paper bag 
Broke my heart today 
No one knows that it came 
From your hands 
The blood is still perched 
By the third letter from the right 
The red paper bag 
Has been tucked away 
Safe from supply and demand 
But if I dare delight 
In its beauty I might 
Just keep dying again and again 
So the red paper bag tries to call to me 
As a tear drowns an ant on the floor 
I suppose it is worse 
To indulge in a curse than to fight 
But I'm just about dead from this tragedy 
Or am I she says with a grin 
I find out what it’s worth 
Just by finding out how much it hurts 
And the state I'm in
I'll just put the two corners together 
My soul plays a grave for the night 
As I bury my head in the pillows he says 
Perhaps in another life

Sets Us Apart

I fashioned this ribbon from my own velvet tears
I melted these flowers just to make you a ring
Adorned with this madness
You scream in the dark 
Perhaps it is this then 
That sets us apart 
Your beauty was potent 
I choke at the thought 
Your hair streams of ivy
Your eyes crystalline stars
Your beautiful nightmares
You see them as art 
Perhaps it is this then that sets us apart 
And so I tied up my veins 
For that bow in your hair 
And I took blame for pain 
That was already there 
But when you reached the last stretch 
you ran back to the start 
Perhaps it is this then 
That sets us apart 
Can you feel
Do you know the shallow ground that holds 
The beautiful piece of your heart
That I never got to kiss
And now all I do is miss those things 
That set us apart

At Dawn

Random little things keep taunting me
The rose left on my pillow after you leave
Favorites turn to monsters as the seasons turn around 
I had no idea I’d feel so upside down
Even now my mirror stands alone
She nestles closely now up to the sun
These visions do no good 
When they are badly drawn
So when this night is over 
I will leave at dawn
My story tells itself 
I stand in front of you 
My belly lies exposed for you to chew
Thunder came in hope to kiss the storm 
Charming as he was I still said no
I have nothing but my fists to fight you with 
This skin is so much tougher than the bone
But I'm trying hard to sing to the fibers of a man 
Who couldn't see two people holding hands
But night has come to pass 
And what I've felt has gone
So when this night is over I will leave at dawn
Every cent of suffering I offer now to pay
If there is mercy mercy come find me 
Something lovely come alive and find me
Cause if you don't I might just have to find myself
Random little things were taunting me 
But now I've got this precious gift from tragedy
A promise is a promise and I've made one
The horizon's moving toward me 
I can see the sun
I can see the sun